| | I found out how some people really are.
I'm prepared to move on. Other people already have; they saw what I'm just finding out myself. I don't want to; losing a friend is a horribly sad thing...even moreso if you have to do it on purpose. But if things don't change, if things stay unfair...you gotta do what you gotta do.
I hope, I pray every night that it won't come to that point. That they were just unaware of what they were doing to other people, and no one's brought it up to them before I did. I want them to change,I have a feeling they'll change, but honestly at this point I don't know what to believe, so I'm not going to believe anything.
I'm emotionally drained, numb, and don't really feel like anything. But on the positive side, my perspective is now quite enlightened. Only time will tell whether they can reciprocate, whether we can rebuild what has been lost, stronger and better than before...or whether i'll have to cut my losses, say it was an interesting 4 or more years, and say goodbye.
We'll see. The world is once again, right and level for me...there are pieces of a friendship broken on the ground, but this time, it's not my responsibility to pick them up.
But I really hope she does.
you have to choose the battles you want to fight
--Melissa Fajardo |
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